Change is scary. But personally I'm frightened with the absence of it.

Long time no see!!

It’s been a while, but I’ve had this edition in mind for some time now. Thank you for being here— You’re about to get a glimpse into the behind-the-scenes of the layered journey I’ve been on during these past months of quiet transformation.

Let’s dive in!

I've always held the idea that our life is an ever evolving masterpiece, which is never fully perfect or finished.

That said, I’ve been on a dynamic, inner and outer world remodeling journey, and I wanted to share a bit of it.

Over the past few months, I intentionally stepped back to embrace the chaos (absence of a predefined pathway to follow, daring to decide my path as I move forward), navigating its currents and integrating the lessons that have shaped my journey.

Pieces of the Journey - Links by Month

These past months have been about redefining purposes, moving my base to a different country, exploring new opportunities, and taking bold steps.

Here’s how it unfolded + Instagram links, of course you're all welcome to follow and drop some love. ♥️😉

July

What started with attending Swansea Fashion Week to explore possibilities, turned into modeling for the Biggest Street Fashion Show Tour – Cardiff Edition. A milestone moment that reminded me how much I thrive in creative, high-energy spaces.

August

Moved to Spain.

Which means:

When the mind stops projecting —based on past or future fears— and opens to the present. In these states, what seems to be emptiness reveals its fullness. A vibrant space where possibilities flow and converge.

One way flight to Ibiza: Exciting chapter, started with sleeping at the airport on my first night xD

A brief trip reconnecting with sports friends, 41°C cycling around the island, and exploring Ibiza’s wild-nature side.

Flew to Barcelona—exploring its potential as a new home.

Spoiler: it was a yes! But the journey wasn’t linear, and here's where I reflect on the unpredictable nature of life, as I explore what redefining success really looks like.

Then balancing all the moving parts as I had a UK fashion runway contract with a Welsh Brand already lined up for November.

Daredevil was daredeviling. 🥷 As always, sports kept my sanity in place. Went to a running club and ended up with new athletic/entrepreneurial friends and the like-mindedness was such, that they wanted me to stay at their home for a month so I said yes!

September

Exploring the void. A phase of creative potential where your past / former structures had been dismantled, and your new structure is still taking shape.

The void is not an end—it’s a beginning.

Inner work. Healing work. All that is always tough, yet it's the only way of discovering where the new version of your true self is heading towards.

Auditions + plot twist of my Muay Thai kick training 🤣 I didn't see it happening until I edited my video lol.

October - got some surprises in store

Off duty Runner avoiding injury.

Took on a new sport I was curious about since my first week in Barcelona: Calisthenics. Homegirl keeps using sports as a fuel to navigate uncertainty.

Transformative experience. My training buddies became my family, our synchronised energy got me an invitation to a new home for October. A space to focus and lock in.

Modeling agency applications and discovering opportunities for hybrid athlete models. Awaiting responses…

Late October marks the 2nd year anniversary of my MTB accident, my rebirth. If back then someone said to me that 2 years after I'd be pursuing Beauty & Fashion modeling, I wouldn't have believed them.

But what is life if not an opportunity to defy all odds?

November: From Barcelona to the UK Fashion Show – Brief yet Powerful few weeks

Upgrading Ninja levels 🥷💪🏽 before leaving Spain.

It comes with bloopers of course.

Tyler Edgar's Fashion Show in Cardiff

Muay Thai and Calisthenics Brand Ambassador Collabs 🥷🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿💪🏽

Ultimate Fitness Center: leave the ring with no regrets.

Daves Gym: Calisthenics Class activated the Hybrid Athlete in Gi.

Ngl. I have a special love for Wales!!! So it feels home to be briefly back ♥️

Well, that's a wrap for noww! Stay tuned for what's next, because the ride is far from over.

Until then, keep following your own path with courage and authenticity.

Fuerte abrazo! 🫂

Gi